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» patsie2006 - I'm leaving this week

Hi again. I've made the decision to leave. I was going to stay whilst i carried on fighting for the house, but i have been thinking for a while that it would be better if i was somewhere else while i go through it. Because when i am around him, i always end up at rock bottom and it's no good for my kids or me. Anyway, yesterday was my son's 8th birthday and i just saw the look of jealousy on his face when my mum came with a birthday present. And then he started to make a really big deal out of the fact that his son already has the game that my son got for a present and blah blah blah! My mum felt really arkward and i was saying to him can't he just leave it for one day and let my son enjoy his birthday, but he just wouldn't. The worst thing is that my mum had actually got his son a present aswell so he wouldn't feel left out, and the ungrateful brat didn't even say thank you. And all day, him and his son just kept talking about what he wants to do for his birthday (he is going to be 10 next week.) and i just kept thinking how horrible and selfish they both are. Him and his son is always bullying my son. My son used to be so bubbly and out going, but now he is so defensive all the time. when anyone trys to talk to him, he just snaps. It's because he has been forced to live in this situation. He gets mad at me to and i know he blames me. So i spoke to him (he's very sensible and knows what goes on) and he said that he wants to go aswell. So i called the helpline and told them the only day i could go would be on Thursday when he is out of the house for an hour. They said that they will find me a refuge to go to. So we have started packing a few bits and i'm going to leave the things around my mum's and go collect it on Thursday before I leave. Then I am going to fight for my house. I don't see why him and his son should be allowed to stay when me and my three kids have to start again. He was the one who moved in with me and he wouldn't have even had his son if I hadn't have fought for him. The man can't do anything for himself. I'm surprised he can even wipe his own a***
Anyway sorry for ranting, just have alot to get off my chest.

-- posted by patsie2006