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» reallydown - I am so depressed!

You get what you settle for. God is real and he wants you to say to yourself,

"I AM Guiltless and I AM innocent".

and if your relationships aren't working with a spouse, tell them, "I love you but I don't resonant with you", and then gently leave... without blaming or guilt or shame, etc. Just say "I don't resonant with you". The harmony isn't there. This message came from Neale Donald Walsch's video on Relationships.

How do I know is true?
Listen to my story. It may change you forever.

I have never had or been accussed of having any mental issues ever (I only saw double vision from drinking too much, which only happened a couple of times during my reckless youth) nor had I heard voices, except when I was about to be in an accident, a voice would warn me... "There are cows in the road", or "you are about to have an accident". I usually get a 20 second warning it seems. Sure enough "it" was right everytime. This has happened only a very few times, and only before I was about to have a terminal moment.

You have guides. They will help you. You must ask them for advice, perferable while you are about to go to bed. Ask to have many guides. There are not limits.

Make it your intention to wake up with the answer... and it will come quickly. I managed a very difficult relationship where my wife (who was neglected and abused) was being impossible... but I had a vivid prophetic dream before we got married. In it, a messenger of God (this is going to sound silly) that used Al Pacino's image and persona to interact with me) sayed, that I didn't have long to live and if I ever "did her wrong" I would have less time than that. After 4 gruelling years trying to (poorly) council and right our relationship, I got a reward. On our forth anniversary, we went to a nice Hotel to celebrate (get out of the house, etc.) While she was out of the room filling the champange chiller with ice, I remained behind and laid in bed. Just after she left, I (for reasons I don't understand still, since I'm not a 'churchy' type, nor do I attend church to this day) asked (out loud), "God will you talk to me"? and he answered. First a Love beyond all you have ever felt combined, along with what felt like all the tenderness that has ever been experienced in the world collectively, came through me, and for me. Then he began to speak saying... blessed are...

I began crying so hard I couldn't hear what was being said... (note: no drugs or alcohol, etc involved and this has never happened before or since then)... Then another sentence beginning with "Blessed are..."

I was washed away by what is refer by many as "Grace", which coincidentally was my wife's name. I mean grace here in terms of feeling underserving of such love beyond compare.

He kept saying sentences that started with "Blessed are..." but I kept sobbing to hard to hear.

The feelings were overwhelming my ability to input any more data, even from God himself!

I finally got a grip on myself and was able to hear the last "blessing". He said,

"Blessed are you, for you are TRULY LOVED".

And that when I really broke down. Just then my wife returns to the room with the ice...

She still to this day is unsure if I'm pulling her leg about all this, but when she left I was upbeat and in a good mood, and when she returned 20-30 seconds later, I was speechless for several moments, while she desperately queried me about why I was crying harder than she had ever seen.

After researcing this phenomenon month later, I found a video by Neale Donald Walsch, author of "Conversations with God" who described the feeling excatly the same way... so I know he knows what it is like, and know he's legit, at least about how it feels, and now you do too somewhat. I suggest you read his material.

"If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose."

--Philippians 2:1-2 (New International Version)

-- posted by reallydown