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Dear Magic, What feelings am I feeling? Hmmmmmm Mostly I feel so sad and rejected. I feel cheated, I feel silly for loving him. I feel I have no sense! I feel something must be wrong with me to ever want such a person. I feel used and abused. I feel unable to cope at times. I feel like the thoughts in my mind are dominated by him. I feel like I have lost the part of me that is happy, content, joyful and trusting. I feel like I will be alone for the rest of my life. I feel scared and lonely. I feel as if I gave to an empty recepticle who dooped me into loving him. I fell in love with the person he pretended to be, and he is so cold and heartless. My mom died just this past November, and he could have cared less! I had no support from him anytime I had a problem or hearache. I gave all I had to him when he was down. I held his hand and prayed for him. I tried to understand his feelings and comfort him. So, I guess I feel like I have invested my whole self into a lie!

-- posted by reallydown